Vergil , a fan with a dream
I am…. Im just a boy.
Im just a
student yet, but in my school, I have no friends, my schoolmates makes fun of
me, I always try to tell to the professors and the principal that they started
first, but nobody believes me, and im always being the blamed when they
actually started it.
And in my
home, I live with my aunt-grandma and my uncle, my dad divorced my mom when I
was born, and my mom died of cancer, since that I have to live with them, my
aunt-grandma is sick, she is crippled, she cant walk, she even cant leave the
bed, my uncle blames me saying I make her suffer, he even wishes that I should
be dead.
Sometimes
in the night, I wish I live in somewhere else…. Where I truly I have friends,
where no one bothers me, where…. I have a family who loves me
I …. I love
so much Hollywood and his films.
When I see
many movies, I wish to be there, living adventures, learning to be a strong
person, learning great values and lessions that people don’t apply these days
anymore …. And …. Thinking im having a friend and a family who truly is kind
with me.
Sometimes I
rather to live in a fictional world instead of this cruel reality.
There is an
actor and his movies that I love so much…. He seems to be a kind person, and a
person who always keep positive, even if the world is against him, Chris Pratt.
I like this
guy so much, he is a good father with his two kids (Jack and Lila), he is so
lovely with his wife Katherine (even if he divorced Anna, I still respect his
choice), his beliefs in god help me that maybe god exist, and make me think,
god doesn’t want to make me miserable (even if he don’t support other peoples…I
rather don’t want to talk about it), the point is that he is a kind and funny
person, I wish to have someone like him as my friend, my protector, my family.
Even I love his movies, each one of them and his characters teached me something good, Emmett showed me that everything is awesome, Barley to believe in myself for do anything, Owen and Blue proved me that sometimes …. Dinosaurs used to be better than us humans (they don’t talk, don’t judge you, they don’t insult you….and they are strong and brave) and my favorite character of him… Starlord!
Starlord is
my favorite hero in all the Marvel cinematic universe, he is funny, kind, and
always keeps positive, even when things goes bad, he tries to do the things
right.
I remember
the scene where starlord’s mom died of a tumor, it reminds me when my mom died
of cancer … and I see how Quill is bullied by most of the universe, just like how
my uncle and schoolmates are with me, sometimes I wish that I had someone who
protects me like he had Yondu.
When
infinity war came, I was excited for see it, Quill, the guardians and the
avengers ready to kick Thanos’s butt, but….what was my surprise when they
didn’t defeated thanos…..not just only the fact that thanos won and erased half
of the universe, not just only seening Quill erased with the other guardians
except for Rocket and Nebula, the worse was, people blamed Quill for making
thanos erase the universe…. I know Quill would never do such horrible thing, he
is a good hero, he just punched Thanos for what he did to Gamora, Thanos
deserved that, but….. even if they told him to don’t punch him, if he didn’t
punched him, thanos still snaping his fingers, sometimes I blame dr. strange
for give him the time stone.
Since that,
people of internet and my schoolmates maded fun of me and Quill, they say he is
the worst hero of the MCU, I know is not true, and my uncle even destroyed a
starlord toy that I had, my hero isn’t an idiot, he was just sad.
When
Endgame came, I was hopping for Quill’s revival, and…..he came back, I tought
ill never see him again, but…. I cried when War machine punched him, when
Gamora and Nebula punched him instead that she embraced him saying “I Tought I
lost you” …. But….. even with thanos’s defeat, I was still sad about Quill, he
and Gamora didn’t being together again, sometimes, I want to know where is she?
Quill is a
hero that suffered to much, he lost his mother, his fathers, his girlfriend,
and he tought he and his friends was lost forever, and people blames him
unfairly.
Sometimes I
belive im like Quill, people makes me the victim without points and life seems
to treat me like trash, garbage, like a refuse.
Sometimes I
even want to make a story, a story where people sees that starlord isn’t a bad
hero, he is kind, funny and a hero is not perfect, but tries his best.
Like Disney
plus shows, I wanted to make a story mixing starlord and a themed topic,
Wandavision has sitcoms, Fatws is a duo team show, Loki is like Dr.Who, What if
is like the Twilight Zone, and Hawkeye is Christmas themed. So..for starlord I
wanted a musical show, something like Glee, Goof Troop and many Disney
musicals.
But my idea
isn’t focused on Starlord, sometimes I wanted to put myself in the story,
almost as a main character, but Quill still the main hero in my story, the role
of my character is “A Boy with a Dream”, a boy who doesn’t have friends, and
his family treats him so horrible, and once he meets starlord, things change,
he learns from him how to be a strong person, and he helps Quill to be
understanded by the universe….. (my story wanted to have a bit like Hawkeye is
with Kate Bishop).
And the
songs, some of them are songs from the 80’s to the 2000 and some other are like
Disney songs, like “Someone is waiting for you” from the rescuers.
Here is a
part of he Story
Vergil heard there was
more heroes in the universe, more than just the Avengers, he wanted to know the
victims of Thanos’s tyranny.
He saw another team of
heroes, he tought they are better than the avengers, he saw his leader was
named “Peter Quill”, but he calls himself “Starlord, Legendary Outlaw”.
Vergil heard about a boy
who left earth years ago, and no one knewed about him, he sometimes wished to
leave earth to explore the galaxy and find a place where he can truly be happy,
but most of times, know that not everyone in the universe are bad, other
persons in the universe wasn’t mean like his family, and schoolmates.
Vergil´s mom died of cancer, his dad abandoned her,
and his uncle treated him like garbage, he had no one who protects him, and
after Thanos’s snap, things didn’t changed, his uncle got worse every day and
his schoolmates found new ways to torture him.
He listened from people
who harashed that Starlord for bring ruin to the universe, in that point,
vergil remembered how schoolmates blamed him for bad things on school when he
actually didn’t did it, and his uncle how he punched him and even put ciguarrettes
on his arm, for his life, is always the victim the blamed one
He wanted to know that
Starlord, and know what happen exactly, he tought nothing was his fault.
I was
thinking more on my story like a dream where at least, my favorite hero becomes
my friend, mentor and family.
My uncle
knocked the door, he was drunk, like every night, he started to tell me
horrible things, he called me “trash” like everytime, he even told me that I
should was be aborted.
I ran away,
and I hided behind my bed, I was scared, I started to cry, I hold my starlord
plush, I was talking to it saying “Why you cant protect me? Why youre not real?”
I cried …. But my uncle found me, and he started to punch me so many times, he
found my plush, and he throwed it away to the trash, he finished yelling at me
“THE NEXT TIME ILL THROW YOU TOO TO THE TRASH, LIKE YOU SHITTY HERO”
I went to
see my grandma-aunt, I told her about my problem with my uncle, I explained my
problem in my school, but…..she didn’t listened to me, I touched her hand, and….she
was gone.
My uncle
entered to the room, he saw my grandma-aunt dead, he started to cry….. but the
worse is what he started to say to me ….
“THIS IS
YOUR FAULT, TRASH, SHE IS DEAD AND IS YOUR FAULT”
I ran away,
but he yelled at me since far away “COWARD”, I hided myself in my room, I
closed the door, and I started to cry, I opened my book where I was writing my
story, I maded a drawing of myself and starlord, with the next phrase
“IS THE
UNIVERSE, AGAINS THE TWO OF US”
“I WISH
THEY SEE HOW MUCH WE SUFFERED”
The next
morning, at school I was continue making my story
After vergil chased the
starship, it stopped.
It arrived, and Vergil
cant believed with his own eyes….
There was him, the
legendary outlaw, StarLord
He said “Hey, what was
all about?”
Vergil ran away to see
him….
He suddenly said “Wow,
what do you want kid”
In that moment, Vergil,
started to talk to Quill about how he knewed him, he told him about being
interested to know Quill’s story around the universe.
Quill cant believed that
he has a fan, he tought everyone in the universe hated him, he started to carry
the child in his own arms and…..
In that
moment, my schoolmates took my book, they started to say that my story is
horrible, that I was just being a dumb kid with a dumb fantasy, they even told
me no matter what I try, starlord will never stop being an imbecile.
I asked
them to stop, they used a pen, and started to ruin my book.
Once they
finished, I saw my book filled with insults to me, and my hero, they even
called Starlors “StarIDIOT”, and the drawing with my phrase now say
“IS THE UNIVERSE THE ONE WHO HATES YOU”
“AND NOTHING WILL CHANGE!”
I could try to tell to my professors or the principal, but whats the point? They don’t believe me, they don’t do nothing.
I came back
to my house, I saw my uncle taking my things away to the trash, he was also
ready to go to my grandma-aunt funeral, he told me that he wanted me away from
it and his house, he took the car and he also yelled this to me before he left
“IF YOU
COME BACK HERE, ILL KILL YOU”
I started
to cry, I had no idea where I should go, I saw out of my home my starlord plush
that my uncle throwed to the trash, I tooked it back and I hugged it.
I had no
choice, I had to leave my home…..
I hided
myself where my uncle didn’t find me
I went to a
park far away from my house, it taked me days to go there, I had to use the
short of money that I got hidden in my home for food.
People
laughed about me because i looked like a hobo, they said why I look like that,
and other replied that maybe is because I have no one who loves me.
At the
park, I decided to rest in a tree, I just had my starlord plush and my book
with my story all ruined, even if I didn’t finished my story, I wrote in the
last page
“SOMEDAY, THE UNIVERSE WILL SEE THAT WE ARE
STRONGER, TOGETHER”
Even I
drewed myself with starlord again……
But whats
the point of make a story where I can be happy, I threwed my book, and I
started to cry.
I hugged my
starlord plush so much, and…..i asked to my self, why the universe hates me so
much?
“Is this
yours, little boy”
A voice said.
I replied
to that voice, “YES”
“Wow, what
happened?”
I don’t
want to talk about it.
“I See the
true story of this here, but, where is the rest of this?”
I replied
“For what continue a story that doesn’t make any sense, I was just making a
story where I was with my favorite hero that everyone hates and blames, I just
wanted a story where I least im happy, where at least im loved, where at least
I have a friend, where at least…..i have a family….who…truly loves me, a story with my favorite hero, a hero who
deserves better and I wish people see that he is good, strong, and amazing, but
just for one movie, people don’t want to see how good is him, and the actor who
plays him is a amazing person, I don’t get why people hate him, if he is kind,
funny and I wish somebody like him as a friend and family because…..everything I
had….i lost it…..since my grandma died, and my uncle is mean with me, and now, I
have no where to go……”
"where is you parents" he replied
my mom is dead, and i never had a dad
And about my story....i rather dont want to continue
then the voice replied
“I Think
your story has good potential, as your own story like your life, and about you
hero, have faith, im sure you hero is a good person as you, nobody is perfect,
perfection doesn’t exist, mistakes makes you a unique and good person, and you
hero makes mistakes and learn from them, and im sure people don’t know that
yet, but im sure they will”
I replied
“Why you say such a thing?”
“Look at
me, open your eyes”
....
"TO BE CONTINUE?"
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